| Akira Yamaoka leaves Konami?! |
[02 Dec 2009|09:10pm] |
http://kotaku.com/5417355/report-silent-hills-akira-yamaoka-says-hes-left-konami
This just broke my heart, really. Out of all guys in Konami, Akira Yamaoka? >_<
But I guess at some point he had to leave, 16 years working for Konami is a lot, and I guess making music for an industry leaves you no time to compose your own stuff? I would understand how Akira feels. Though I'm as big of a composer I'm still an artist, and I know how focusing on one topic gets annoying.
I just really hope to see some of his music in the future you know? I really loved the silent hill music ;o; it's what got me back on piano and interested in music again you know? Grrr >_<
In other news, I'm nearing the end of Toradora at episode 21 now. Great series ;o;
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| Future Career? |
[29 Nov 2009|01:19pm] |
So we watched this video in English class before the break, and it's slapping me in the face hard LOL.
It's just about the freakiest shit I've watched since a very long time.
Makes me wonder whether I should ignore this video and go on with my life, or just sit around and worry.
I mean sure there's jobs that don't exist yet, but that doesn't mean I can't do other jobs you know?
Just keeping a long rant short: I don't know 100% what I'll be doing with my life yet, and I feel like I'm not making progress in anything and that I eventually could be good at nothing.
^ I dont agree with that fully though, so don't think that I'm depressed. If I talked more about it I'd explain, but I've got a lot to do today :3
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| Doodles and shits? |
[22 Nov 2009|09:39am] |
Dropping by real quick, just wanted to post drawings with REALLY BAD QUALITEEEH GAISE.
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| Lonely? |
[21 Nov 2009|12:13pm] |
Yesterday I realized how lonely it is to be alone after school alone. Though it's something I have to do every day, it felt especially lonely.
I think it was the fact that it was a friday, and I was waiting for a play at school that would only start at 7. From the start of the school day all the way to 4 I was kept busy by clubs and classes, tutorial etc. After that though I was really all on my own, and my friends had gone home >_<
A friend of mine was supposed to go watch it with me, and she did, but I didn't really talk to her beforehand and ask about what we were going to do until when. Maybe my day was poorly planned out or I was just really stupid not to think about it. I decided to sit around at first and wait since it was my fault.
I didn't really want to call my friend's parents right after she had been picked up an hour before, But it ended up happening anyways.
This question is really out for anyone reading this journal or whoever feels like answering, otherwise you can lurk or comment:
Have any of you ever been lonely like this?
And I mean just at a place waiting for something to happen, without any distractions other than homework or something you don't want to do, etc.
I feel like games keep me distracted to the point where if I'm alone I won't really mind, which is really upsetting. I guess that's if an online game is played though because it still is interaction with real people. I feel like bit by bit I'm becoming really antisocial. It's not that I want to be antisocial, but it's just hard to communicate with people, or tell them how I feel or even talk to them in general.
I'm not trying to be an attention whore either, just typing it here because maybe it'll help, and I really need to get this crap out of my head.
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| FITS? |
[10 Nov 2009|10:50pm] |
Saw this commercial and the dance is really cute omgg c:, and the song's pretty catchy too, so here.
I also have another drawing to post. I wouldn't call it super work safe, but I guess it's to the same extent as the other picture of Rin (Bikini girl)
( DRAWING CUT )
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| Hard Worker? |
[08 Nov 2009|07:06pm] |
I got a lot of stuff done today, or I feel like it at least. Though I didn't draw that much WAH >_<. I think capslock Pchat really drained my artistic ability for the day.
Anyways here's a friday sketch I've been meaning to post for two days, but IT WASN'T SCANNED INNN
( RINNN )
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| Sexy? |
[07 Nov 2009|12:01am] |
I kinda can't believe myself drawing this, but I did.
( Sekushi. )
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| Perverted? |
[05 Nov 2009|11:12pm] |
After browsing through pixiv, I'm encouraged to draw something sexy for lowfatsalads. So I'm doing that. Not doing a half hour sketch tonight since I AM working on the bigger picture, ha.
Here's a school sketch from yesterday and one from 1-2 weeks ago.
( DOODLES )
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| PHYSICS IS GROSS? |
[04 Nov 2009|11:55pm] |
It is. >:C I think the fact that the teacher was absent twice made this reviewing for physics a lot harder.
Fhghh anyways tomorrow is multiple choice, so I don't think I'll die so soon c:
( WOO WOO )
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| Hating Facebook |
[04 Nov 2009|12:08am] |
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( ART BLOG BLAH )
So how many friends out of your 200 on your friend list are really you friends on facebook?
It's really been irritating me that people add me when I barely know them. I also don't want to be a jackass and turn them down you know? It's only polite to add them. But when they start whining and complaining about your tagging mistakes (on pictures), it gets really annoying.
So there was the Anime Club group picture and there's two Joshs in there, and facebook being stupid tags the Josh on my list which are neither one of them. The kid who got tagged comes on and asks why he was tagged.
I answered him, saying sorry that he got tagged, and I'm sure I fixed it
He comes back and then says "Ok then PLEASE untag me".
I guess it came off as a really negative and hostile tone on his side. I feel like he hates my guys when he talks like that. Ugh. If he hates me I don't even know why he added me. I'm sure it's popularity though.
I'm at Chapter 34 now, and really liking the manga. Perhaps I'll read more tomorrow!
LASTLY. Resident Evil 5's been really fun, I'm looking foward to co-op playing with Leon next time! Additionally, the campers on MGO have been really getting on my nerves :/ ughhhh they were higher level than me too. I hope I can get good enough to take out campers easily!
Good Night!
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| Drawing Blog? |
[02 Nov 2009|04:27pm] |
I was told by several people that it's a good idea to do a drawing blog, maybe I'll be motivated to draw every day.
Half hour procrastination doodle orz.
Trying to draw characters I've only imagined mentally and haven't drawn a lot. Actually that goes for all characters. :/ I drew a face reference sheet during class for them once.
I've been trying to make different faces/ have something unique for every face so people know which character is which >_< I don't want it to be like they have blue hair, and the other has red as a huge difference. Facial structure's crucial, WAHHH
I'll post more tomorrow :3
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| Fun in Seattle? |
[18 Oct 2009|02:03pm] |
This Saturday (Yesterday) I evacuated my home so I could go to Seattle with friends. I say taking the bus with a group of people is a lot better than driving around in the car with my parents.
My parents asked me "what are you gonna do in Seattle?" and I replied.
"Can't I go visit seattle?"
Here's some pictures from Rae's facebook, she took all of the pictures since it was her camera. There's some pretty cool ones, I'LL MAKE A CUT FOR THE REST.
( BELLEVUE+SEATTLE PICTURES )
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| Ignored? |
[15 Oct 2009|07:06pm] |
I already talked about this, but I don't know. Discussions don't seem complete without me posting you know?
( Read more... )
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| Cocks? |
[11 Oct 2009|11:01pm] |
It feels like it's gonna be a long week guys.
Damn I really wish I had that Columbus Day off school tomorrow :(
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| Bored? |
[10 Oct 2009|06:33pm] |
I think I'm bored more than normal. Also just had a rant with mom about grades.
It's not that they're bad.
Personally I think she's trying to pick at me for every F on each assignment I have. Seriously come on, it won't mean something when I get all my other assignments turned in.
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| METAL GEAR? |
[29 Sep 2009|11:32pm] |
Wow. Just finished playing. Just finished watching that last long-ass cut scene.
I'm not going to lie, I cried. Cut Scene WAS an hour after all, holy crap. @_@
I'm not going to complain about the amount of cut scenes too much either, I just wish there was more gameplay. I felt like the game was playing itself for me, sort of.
I WON'T MENTION MUCH MGS4 STUFF YET. I'll spoil later, but ughhghh As soon as I can figure out the spoiler command.
In other news, we started reading The Stranger at school. A strange book indeed; we were told to read foreign books for this year, which is kind of strange, hence the name. The whole book seems like it's going to be a guy criticizing people in his own head. The book's confusing as hell too. after a paragraph or two sentences he'll be in a new place; Really because he's describing his life I suppose. I like the writing style, it's easy for me to understand.
Anyways good night. I'm tired as hell, you are tired as hell, therefore we all are.
NIGHT.
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